There are so many things in life that I want, but it isn't always that I get them. Easier said than done, we have to constantly trust and believe that He will make good my life and He won't fail me. It's really difficult, when I see others struggling too. A perfectly(maybe not perfect but) smart, happy and funny girl, ruined by unimportant, materialistic factors. Trodden esteem, robbed emotions. It just feels so sad that a million other kids(teens) out there are facing the very same things. I especially hate it when I forget to cherish a friendship, only to realise how important it is after that someone is gone. Not gone as in dead, but you know, moved or simply just got out of my life. I find it so difficult then to try making things feel like the same again, because I know it can never be the same again. People just change and things just move on and nothing or no one ever waits for me because I'm just so slow. And sometimes being so slow fustrates me but I can't do anything about it because I seem to enjoy worming in my own muddy pool a bit too much. Then its just this cycle which never stops, and whenever I really find someone I like, I can never make good that friendship.

Still, I'm thankful for this bunch of awesome friends that at least try to drag me out of my muddy pool.

Photographs really evoke nostalgia.
But then again, I can't live in these memories forever.
I need to move on, to avoid missing out on everything again.