date: Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 9:38 PM
title:
I know I was never meant to feel this way.
I know HE has never wanted me to feel this way.
But I just can't help it.
It was my decision.
I can't exactly call it regret, but its definitely painful.
I feel so horrible now.
I feel like I am stranded, out at sea.
Struggling alone in those icy waters.
I see so many people at shore.
They are desperately trying to tug at me.
But I won't budge.
That stupid pride.So now, I am reduced to escaping.How long more can I do this?I don't know.I'm feeling so, so, so, EPIC LOWWW
