see, she's all happy and dandy and posing for the camera(read on, a video is just about to come your way!).
so, i think this is really one hard fact that is going to be difficult to get over. soryy for the whining, but how can we get by without the oh-so-mighty-great-and-powerful revered xuwen?
ps: the necklace she's wearing was from me! ohoh, and for two consecutive training seesions, she said i was cute! okay, not the point, but can't you just feel the love? see how much she loves us?!
okay, so this is turning into a documentary about her life, but whatever we love her too too much! i'm really sorry for the gushing, but this feeling is really indescribable, its a mixture of joy and loss exactly at the same time! omg! i have bi-polar! whats worse is it happens at exactly the same time in my heart!
moving on to a sadder note, i didn't really know why i broke down after we had to leave writing workshop, i guess i was overwhelmed, by duky, xuwen, debate and everything else:(
anyway, the times with xuwen have really been very invigorating, thrilling, fun, nice and happy.
i guess a few people are going to hound me for exposing this on the net, but the main point is how cute xuwen is, how close she is to us and how we love her so. as cliched as this may sound, these memories will really never be erased(because it will always be in my archives! hah!)
so anyway, concluding the first portion of this post,
WE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU XUWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! (L)
so, on to the next and more boring part of my bi-polaric life (hahaha)
after so many ups and downs last week and this, i can't really keep track of time anymore.
my only saving grace is drama, when we camwhore while counting down to duky.
but now -cue sobs and wails- duky might be cancelled!
like what the ****?!?!?!?!?!
i've been waiting for duky to come ever since sec one! and now they tell us we can't go because of some darn pigs?!
i refuse to believe this! my fragile heart couldn't possibly have taken so many shocks in a day. now, my heart is not only shrivelled up like a raisin(not a prune, i've to emphasize on the minute size of a raisin), its shrivelled, dried, and then ripped to pieces! to only a few pieces though because raisins are so small, they can't be ripped to more than 10 dollops(okay, i know dollops are used to describe martha's spit)
but thats not the point! the point is i'm so terribly upset i could stab a pig's heart!
(wait, i actually did, but i was more interested in removing the fats though)
i don't care! i'm just feeling are miserable and dreary!
hear my cries oh god! please get this swine flu outta uk!!!!!
if awong really tells us its canceled, i swear(oops), okay, no, i vow i will burst out into tears, rush to the mirror and force chantel to take a picture of us all crying.
then the next day, on facebook, there will be this album titled "duky, not" and in it will be all the pictures we've taken since we knew about duky, with the countdown poses and all, and the last picture would be of all of us crying.
oh no, that was a sadistic and depressing thought.
i'm going crazy, oh no.
/edit
oops! i forgot to include about this intellegent comment i made while listening to xuwen's debrief on legalising prostitution. she was touching on tandency of abuse and organized crime when this sudden pang of inspiration hit me and i whispered to martha:
"I think all prostitutes should just live in a world of spermicides."
HAHAHAHA, I'm a good bio student heh.
me without you is like a nerd without braces,
a shoe without laces,
asentencewithoutspaces