I'm currently feeling happy, sad, disappointed, emo, pissed, annoyed, confused, hopeless, okay i realised besides happy, all the others are negative. well, maybe that's really how i'm feeling right now:/
today is xuwen's last day. i haven't really come to terms with it, and i probably think i never will. she's just been so special, nice, funny, witty and everything you could ask for in a coach. she probably wasn't only a coach, but rather a personal mentor to all of us.
thus, this post is partly in her honour, with her huge name at the top.
see, she's all happy and dandy and posing for the camera(read on, a video is just about to come your way!).
so, i think this is really one hard fact that is going to be difficult to get over. soryy for the whining, but how can we get by without the oh-so-mighty-great-and-powerful revered xuwen?
ps: the necklace she's wearing was from me! ohoh, and for two consecutive training seesions, she said i was cute! okay, not the point, but can't you just feel the love? see how much she loves us?!
okay, so this is turning into a documentary about her life, but whatever we love her too too much! i'm really sorry for the gushing, but this feeling is really indescribable, its a mixture of joy and loss exactly at the same time! omg! i have bi-polar! whats worse is it happens at exactly the same time in my heart!
moving on to a sadder note, i didn't really know why i broke down after we had to leave writing workshop, i guess i was overwhelmed, by duky, xuwen, debate and everything else:(
anyway, the times with xuwen have really been very invigorating, thrilling, fun, nice and happy.
i guess a few people are going to hound me for exposing this on the net, but the main point is how cute xuwen is, how close she is to us and how we love her so. as cliched as this may sound, these memories will really never be erased(because it will always be in my archives! hah!)
so anyway, concluding the first portion of this post,
WE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU XUWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! (L)
so, on to the next and more boring part of my bi-polaric life (hahaha) after so many ups and downs last week and this, i can't really keep track of time anymore.
my only saving grace is drama, when we camwhore while counting down to duky. but now -cue sobs and wails- duky might be cancelled! like what the ****?!?!?!?!?! i've been waiting for duky to come ever since sec one! and now they tell us we can't go because of some darn pigs?! i refuse to believe this! my fragile heart couldn't possibly have taken so many shocks in a day. now, my heart is not only shrivelled up like a raisin(not a prune, i've to emphasize on the minute size of a raisin), its shrivelled, dried, and then ripped to pieces! to only a few pieces though because raisins are so small, they can't be ripped to more than 10 dollops(okay, i know dollops are used to describe martha's spit)
but thats not the point! the point is i'm so terribly upset i could stab a pig's heart! (wait, i actually did, but i was more interested in removing the fats though)
i don't care! i'm just feeling are miserable and dreary! hear my cries oh god! please get this swine flu outta uk!!!!!
if awong really tells us its canceled, i swear(oops), okay, no, i vow i will burst out into tears, rush to the mirror and force chantel to take a picture of us all crying. then the next day, on facebook, there will be this album titled "duky, not" and in it will be all the pictures we've taken since we knew about duky, with the countdown poses and all, and the last picture would be of all of us crying.
oh no, that was a sadistic and depressing thought.
i'm going crazy, oh no.
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oops! i forgot to include about this intellegent comment i made while listening to xuwen's debrief on legalising prostitution. she was touching on tandency of abuse and organized crime when this sudden pang of inspiration hit me and i whispered to martha:
"I think all prostitutes should just live in a world of spermicides."
HAHAHAHA, I'm a good bio student heh.
me without you is like a nerd without braces, a shoe without laces, asentencewithoutspaces
date: Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 7:45 PM
title:
mythbusters; archimedes, mirrors, boats, fire.
"A tiger wouldn't jump through a hoop just to get a carrot!" -grins at own joke-
martha: she just grinned at her own joke. That just spoils the whole thing!
I just found that very funny.
chocolates for dinner? they don't seem to be doing their job of releasing endorphins.
I AM FEELING TERRIBLY HORRID
arghh, I hate these hormones.
date: Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 9:48 PM
title:
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HAPPY NOW?
date: @ 12:31 PM
title: WAHAHAHAHA
let me first start with a headnote:
sorry lord for not mourning yesterday:(
i'm terribly sorry for feeling so so so so so happy yesterday.
but anyway, thank you very very very much for dying on the cross and saving us all.
please help me and guide me to be a better christian and evangelise more openly.
thank you Lord, and i'm looking forward to sunday! (easter eggs! and you rising and reigning once more:D)
so anyway, yesterday was really really fun:D
the happenings can be koped from shu qing's/ megan's blog so i shall not repeat myself.
anyway, the point of my post today is to show all of you dear audience, how martha looks like she is attached!
look at the photo; a picture speaks a thousand words:D
i mean com'on! even megan says they look like they're pda-ing in the mrt!
sorry to whoever the male is, but the whole point is to illustrate martha's wonderful camwhoring skills (which we all lack) and how fated she is with males whose names start with an 's' and ends with a 'n'.
-cough cough-
be faithful martha!
anyway, the second reason for this post is to talk about the awesome debate bonding session!
by the looks of the messages and msn names, i think its safe to say that it was quite a success, although there were time constraints and all.
Conditions to be a SNdebater: 1) you have to eat alot 2) you have to have bangs 3) you have to love hw- ----- cos ali loves -ahem- (oops, world wide web)
anyway,
SNDEBATE FTW!!!
hold on, daily perks of pick-up lines!
Does the pizza come in the shape of your heart? Because I want a slice of it.
Plays make me realise that the littlest details were formed through the process of a whole great deal of thought. ie: the arrangement of fallen chairs in a very straight line.
I initially thought that of a simple convenient act to get the chairs out of the way to make way for the speary cage thing. of course, I thought wrong, and those deep answers and interpretations made me think of how we used to write drama journals after every play, analysing and interpreting every little gestuer or act to make it seem as dee as possible. It was only then that I kind of realised how much drama journals make you think and reflect what you've watched. (I kind-of miss it! but Mr. Adrian had better not see this :P)
However, I still thought the play was quite hard to get because I didn't have any background knowledge on the chinese classic story thing. Still, it was drama in its simplest form and I quite like the way it was portrayed, with split scenes and all, even though flower's monologue was quite difficult to follow with the huge jumps at each point. The lights, soundscapes and stage effects were very nice though, they made use of chemistry at the caging of flower part ( brownian motion displayed through presence of light)!
It was fun! but note to self: always eat and pee before a play.
peektures!
our mug shots! they cost a bomb! we spent like half an hour each on every individual shot! with make-up and all! but they look personal and casual, to bring out the essence of fun! yay! looks good eh? call 96377512 or 92384983 to make an appointment with the photographer and co. photographer!
shot of the cool punk club (which chantel and jeanette are NOT in!)
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heehee!:D more pictures at shu's!