date: Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 11:59 AM
title: happy hippie new year!
I know this is kinda late but its here nonetheless.
so, this was the first time in my life spending countdown in church.
I have no idea why I've never realised this before but yes.
It wasn't exactly high and noisy like what I imagined the suliso(sp) beach party nor the marina bay fireworks thigy, but it was okay.
okay, so, new year resolutions?
most of them are kept secret but the most important of all is to honour God in my life; to lead my life in His image; to try and outdo myself and not compete with others; to treat results and achievements secondary but more importantly do my best for Him, his glory and not my own. That would be hard. really really hard. In this highly competitive society, I admit that many a times I'm doing things for myself, competing for myself and always putting results and achievements first. I realised all of that has made me feel sad most of the times because I cannot achieve what I have in mind. And that has been tiring.
so, this year, I'm gonna pray hard everyday for God to help me lead my life in His image; to treat results and achievements secondary and to do my best for Him and Him alone so that He will rejoice over the fact that I'm not competing for myself but for HIM.
yes, I'm gonna try very hard :D
on to a lighter note, first day of school was okay but I did not manage to interact with my class at all due to duties. I guess they are nice people based on the few brief moments when I was in class. But then again I'm kindof afraid because I don't know many people there(disadvantages of being in drama class).
Anyway, I'll try to know them better muahaha!
hmm, and now on to updates on psl-ing, yes indeed we have to work much harder and get things organised. Let me think about that, yes.
and have I told you about my form teacher? She's utterly cool! she wrote us this page long letter and asked us to write back to her! I think we'll be having a great year ahead! even though I don't really like chem and she teaches chem. haha.
well, at least she's cool and likes to talk! and hardly any teacher would write you a page long letter and ask you to write back. its genuine concern, and its appreciated!
Ohoh! and erina and christine came back yesterday!!! I really miss them, life without them in SN would be?
So anyways, because erina told me in the holidays that she would be wearing a dress on the first day of school to come see us, I was expecting her to be in a dress but she turned up in this ahem-revealing-ahem shirt thingy(like always; memories of when she came to my house ><>
me: hey erina, why aren't you in a dress? I thought you said you would come in one?
erina-the-gross: oh! -grins- I'm bleeding! -grins-
(just then someone or i think christine said "bleeding love")
(I was like o.O? haha? was it meant to be funny?)
(this is an explanation to my retarded and slow reaction: I woke up at 1pm on 1st jan and therefore I could not sleep that night. at all. so I woke up, grumpy and late and therefore my brain was hibernating, yes, just had to tell you that, hah)
anyways, moving on... me: -stones a while-
(and I've no idea why but I kinda got what it meant...)
and then I was like: ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
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and erina: -bursts out laughing-
I was so grossed out I walked away to buy food haha.
and then there was part two. note, we were all sitting down and joanna, megan, jeanette(i think) and I were eating. and I do not know how or why, but someone brought up that topic again(definitely not me!) and I was really grossed out when they kept saying the 'b'word.
so I was like: hello? we are eating!!! then, megan oh megan, stoned. then, stoned somemore.
and then, she still stoned. and said: huh? what bleeding?
-everyone erupts into maniacal laughter with the exception of me, I was just grinning you see- and then yadayadayada. what would you expect megan's reaction to be? and then she finally got it. yes.
so anyway, christine got me this christmas spongebob!!! thank you so very much! it's very cute! and she said: you remind of yellow! and so when i saw it, it was yellow!
so yellow = you! so this = you!
haha, anyways, one more to add to my collection of stuffed toys! yay! so, yes.
we pretty much had fun and I will really miss them, dear them.
hmm, a pretty long post, to maybe make up for the many not-going-to-post days or even weeks. so there, wishing you a happy new year ahead and truly do it for Him, for you will get your rewards in heaven :D
ps: colour it purple again? or maybe...
nope, it has to be purple. its such a significant milestone! purple it is!
