date: Tuesday, April 8, 2008 @ 5:08 PM
title: THANK YOU VERY MUCH<3
geesh, sorry for not updating. well, i am here for a reason. a very important reason. and i've decided to blog when i am especially thankful for some people who have been there constantly for me. when i was down and out, my very worst. they brought out the best in me. although it happened yesterday during debate o.O i still want to express my gratitude and heartfelt thanks.
i knew it was hard for you too, but really, i didn't know why i felt that way and actually i am happy you felt alright already -even though i couldn't accept it. i was really down, and maybe will be down for like the rest of my time in SN but i will keep going strong (at least with your nice talks:)) i really am thankful for you. i guessed god sent you down to help me through this trying period. now, i guess i am having second thoughts about leaving. leaving SN debate. i guess i haven't sorted out my feelings or thoughts but i promise you and SN debate that i will give my best and all no matter what the outcome is. i really hope we can remain friends for the rest of our lives despite the outcome of leaving or not. and if you want to try out too, i won't blame you or whatever cause i've felt that way too and i will instead cheer you on and encourage you to go for it -to go all out for your dream. i really really thank you and i really don't know what would have been of me if you were not there. even though you think we are not really similar, i think we are in similar circumstances but you are the one who can keep going while i am the one with the wavering flame. i am sorry- really am sorry for wanting to leave all of you. after being in different classes, it has been easier to talk to you. so thank you oh so very very much:D
THANK YOU MARTHA<3
on a happier note, or maybe sadder note, let me get back to MATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATHMATH!
AND HAVE THE MENTAL PREPARATION FOR 5 ROUNDS TOMORROW!!!!!!!
OH NO!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO DEAD. I MAY JUST GET AN ASTHMA ATTACK AND DIE TOMORROW:(
ANYWAYS, THANKS FOR YOUR TIME FOR READING THIS POST EVEN THOUGH ITS A VERY RANDOM ONE AND REMEMBER: GOD LOVES YOU!<3
