date: Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 8:19 PM
title: gah. i am going crazy
gah. exactly 1 month from my last post.
anyways, i am like supposed to do my rebuttal sheet for arena practice on monday(jy arena team!) and do my heap of homework.
but, i am here. why so? because i need to TAKE A BREAK!
I AM LIKE ON THE BRINK OF DEPRESSION!
oh yeah right. it sounds cliched, but i am just so -thinks of more creative word rather than stressed- OVERWHELMED!
ahh, the perfect word.
but still, i pretty much enjoy school these days.
its like there's so much to do and i can keep myself busy and life life to the fullest(?)
oh wells.
whats been happening you are asking?
well, many things happened.
test after test, competition after competition, speech after speech..
it seems so much that it somehow feels surreal.
like how can one survive with 7 tests, 3 speeches and 2 competitions in 2 weeks?!
but, i am still enjoying every bit of my sectwo life.
why so? because i am thoroughly enjoying it with my dear friends and oh so great and wonderful family.
to-you-know-who-you-are
we've been through tough times, felt helpless, felt rejected, felt hopeless, felt fustrated, felt angry, felt irritated, felt like you-just-wanna-burst, harboured evil thoughts(even though we know its SO WRONG). but well, i am kinda getting over it. yeah. i hope you can get over it too. or maybe its because it means so much to you that i can't really understand, but well, i feel so close to you now! like suddenly. and i am cherishing this.
to you-know-who-you-are-2
i feel like we are drifting apart. and i don't really know hpw to express myself to you and i am quite afraid that our commom passion will drive a further wedge between us. but still, i love you loads. heesh!<3
hmmm, these 2 people are the only ones in my mind right now.
i know its quite random but yeah, i am not feeling emo. i just feel like i really need to talk to someone now. and i don't know why i am completely different from my colloquail everyday-life here. it seems... emo. but well, just know i am not! and anyone who knows me will know i am not! HOHOHO
that felt so much better! geegeegagagoogoo!ok, i should proceed back to my rebuttal sheet and root for the arena and JG's team! well, don't worry seniors(as in seriously), dunman was just... -insert word here-. but you'll were GREAT! ya! you'll will definitely make it!
HOHO! 3 cheers for SN! YAY!
ok anyways, i REFUSE to be called tootfruit- or even be associated with whatever of that sort. and i do not in the least bother about whatever kids-next-door bloob. hear that mama;hamster;fatso;russian!
oh yeah, i have to go!
bobo! i mean byebye:D
gah! i love the world!
ps: I LOVE PURPLE AND PUSH POP! (thanks shu for introducing that to me. rofl.)
